I Guess You Can Call This a Bad Day

today was a bad day.. had to submit a portfolio of reports..i kinda thought it'd be able to finish by 6 cos that's when the reports are due.. so by 6, I was done.. basically i was running the whole show cos my boss was in and out of meetings and my stoopig senior's on leave..

anyway, i was done by 6 and then i thought can go home liaoz.. then my boss said since we're away the entire of next week, we shld do this this this in case the client wants this this this.. i immediately sianz 1/2. not that i had something on la.. i had a party invite but i wasnt going to that anyway.. but i was totally bushed having stayed in the office till 1:30am the previous night. so i jus did lor.. pulled a long face. and when i pull a long face, it's damn obvious. my colleague even told me that my boss told her that i was going to explode anytime. i didnt smile..

of cos aaron had to call right in the thick of my bad bad evening.. he started off by saying,"dont worry im not calling to ask u to go to the party".

i said "ok. so wat do u want?"

he said " so do u want to come to the party or not?"

i stopped for a while and wondered if i heard anything wrongly..anyway, he rattled on abt forgetting to bring presents to the party etc.. i didnt really care..

so i jus did the work lor..worked till 10pm.. gave to my boss.. then he said give me 5 more mins.. i was like oook.... he went to his room and took out a boomerang and a box... it was a christmas present for me he brought back from his trip to australia.

AAAAAAAAAAWWW SHIT.. impeccable timing right.. jus when i could think of so many reasons to hate him, he springs this.. he apologised for not wrapping cos we're simply too busy. He said " Merry Christmas.. lousy day today eh? thanks for staying back.. i hate to hold back on others' personal lives but it's one of those days. i have a party today too but well.. take a taxi home and claim it"

i'd have claimed the ride even if he hadnt told me but that wasnt the point.. i very nearly teared frankly...he's jus so nice..

of cos this sounds cliched but well, it's really easy to get angry but.. erm.. actually i dont know wat to say but i guess i shldnt get angry so often..

of cos i took a cab home.. i took a cab to Kim's Hokkien Mee at beach road to buy a packet of my fav seafood fried rice then went home. i actually called in advance to get them to fry it first before i came over so tt i can jus pick it up. it's my lil treat of the day.. on the eve of eve of christmas day.. a packet of seafood fried rice to cheer me up.

you might have caught it just now.. im travelling again.. gosh.. i travelled every week in the last 3 weeks.. this time to jakarta and some other city or rather a jungle i heard.. haha.. going to be switching hotels like siaoz.. and yup, i'll be travelling with my boss.. when i left the office, it felt weird, it'd be the last day of 2005 that i'd be in the office. i left a lil unwillingly, like as if there's something i need to do.. i tidied my desk.. cleared my voicemail.... ok.. im ready for 2006.