This week was quite a roller coaster week really.
I was quite ill, as evidenced by my
visit to the doc.
It was hell trying to get up and i was really sleepy by 9pm but with my deal due to be signed soon, i was calling US twice almost every night. Bleah.
Everytime when i get quite ill, i start to get a little philosophical and sometimes thonk about the meaning of life and meaning of working (although i work less hard in my current job, i still like to think i work quite hard now)
I dont know about other people but when im ill, I feel the most lonely. So going to work this week was a downer.
Plus it just seems like of late, there isnt much good news. Almost everyone in the office is sick. A few of my friends are sick as well. I went to NTUC with my mum on Saturday evening and she saw her friend and her friend's wife is in final stages of breast cancer. That's really sad, really. Sigh. I could tell my mum was a tad bit affected and i was as well.
I am someone who likes choices (which is why i like nasi padang and chinese mixed veg rice). So when one is faced with a terminal decision, i think that just sucks. To not be able to do anything about it. So helpless. Grrr.. i hate that.
For some odd reason, it just made me want to be a little more charitable. My company has some quarterly community service thing and I just signed up for it.
Everything just seems so bleak of late. Electricity bills are up by 21%. I've taken to charging my handphone in the office so that i save electricity at home. YJJ commented that she did that long time ago! My colleague then said maybe no bonus this year and then maybe have to invoke the 10% variable component in my salary. Bleah. That sucks big time.
It was the Taka sale this weekend for members and i didnt go. Im quite proud of myself really. Stayed home to watch tv even though i had S$300 Taka vouchers i could use. I guess I'll save them for Christmas for something special for myself.
As mentioned i went to NTUC with my mum and bought these stuff to tide me over the weekend. I bought two of everything in this pic.